Sta.sh
Suicide and love don't mix
by ~jazzyspazzyLying on the floor
Wishing I had died
Praying for those words
I should know will never come.
You'd been hurt before
But I've been hurt
(and worse)
My heart has healed
And it wants you
Something yours will never do
I see you
and I smile inside
I leave you
and I die inside
The way my heart stops beating
The way my chest starts heaving
The way I cry
"I hate my life"
The way I suddenly realize
The only way to survive
To close my eyes
Pull the trigger
Bring my life to a tragic end.
Gazing at you from above
My eyes fill with tears of love
They spill down upon your face
I wish I could be that tear
The one last time I could touch you
Instead of feeling my heart break
Searching for you at my funeral
Knowing that you won't be there
Seeing you, so far away
I wander over
Stare at you
To finally hear the words
I've always wanted you to say:
"Oh god I love you."
"Oh God I miss you"
Then I suddenly realize
The only way to survive
To turn away and say good bye
Is to think of how I had to die
For you to say you loved me.
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Amazing Writing And Pictures - [link]
Inflation - [link]
Depressed - [link]
Through music I began to comprehend you love me. Weriddddd Kupo.
Chills..
That was really beautiful.
I loved it.
C:
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I want to make your mind spin on end
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"Im not 'crazy'. I'm not 'mentally unstable'. I'm 'creative'."